Monday, February 1, 2010

But If Your Goal Is Removing a Brain Tumor, I'd Say Set the Bar a Little Higher

230 pages, 71,000 words, and 3 million seconds of doubt later, I’m done with the first draft of the memoir. Let’s honor my achievement with a moment of silence.

Now. Make me a margarita.

Ha ha! I’m afraid the margarita has to wait, because a) I’m writing this at 8 a.m., b) drinking one’s breakfast sets a bad example for the students of my morning Intro to Creative Writing class, and c) I’m not actually the lush I’m made out to be, despite that unfortunate video on YouTube.

But hoo boy, am I happy. The draft is far from perfect, and good lord does it need a lot of work, but for now, it’s good enough. What happens next is my advisor reads the manuscript and gives me detailed notes, then it’s my job to revise it from good enough to better than good enough. I’ll even go out on a limb and say I’m shooting for decent with this first revision.

2010: The Year of Setting the Bar Low.

Seriously though, what about you? Do you have a goal you’re not hitting because you’re attempting perfection, when you really need to get it good enough for now? Because you can get it better than good enough a little later?

11 comments:

Susan Mihalic said...

We really mind-fuck ourselves with the idea of perfection. It's a tremendous barrier to our attempting anything (much less completing anything). I'm glad you've let go of it. CONGRATULATIONS on your first draft! Woo-hoo! Tacos for everyone!

margosita said...

Yay! Congrats! I hope you get around to that celebratory margarita sooner rather than later. After 5pm of course.

Meanwhile, way to GO, girl! Low bar or high bar, sometimes I feel like I can barely see the bar! Except for the kind that serves margaritas. Those aren't so hard to find.

And on a MONDAY. Impressive. Congrats again!

Sharon Graves said...

Congratulations! And, let's not forget that "decent" is a big step above "done" and "done" is a GIANT step above "I think I'll write a memoir someday". Your bar is fully on medium.

The Tusk said...

Yeauh, there is that goal of my blog which I'm not hitting, which I have to totally give you credit for the title "Life on The Surface" ha,. Every time I write something pertinent, I end up keeping it as a draft only because I don't think it meets perfection, so I back it off and attempt something different another day. Just reading you everyday, makes me want to write everyday.

So, Congrats on your first draft memoir, and I'm still working on the baby steps of getting a few paragraphs down at a time with some semblance of satisfaction. Thats Life on the surface, a little muddy at times.

I'm getting more confident... the more I practice.

Erika D. said...

Congratulations! Great news!

Wendy Nelson Tokunaga said...

Congrats, Deonne!

Summer said...

WAY. TO. GO.
!!!!!!!!

michelle said...

Yay Deonne!!!

Terrific news, and such a great attitude about drafting.

Enjoy the margarita :)

deonne kahler said...

Thanks, everyone! I'm having that margarita tonight, and who knows, maybe I'll even throw in a taco or two. I deserve it, dammit!

Bisons said...

Congratulations, Deonne! We'll have to drink SEVERAL margaritas in March to celebrate!

deonne kahler said...

Bisons - Yes! And by then I'll be more than halfway done with the revision, so we'll have even more to celebrate.